This past year was so challenging. I made mistakes, fought and lost battles, and was pushed well beyond my limits.
I have only 8 more days of employment left and a rent increase that threatens (yet another) move from a home I love.
So why is it that I feel like I'm present at the beginning of Earth, sitting on the edge of creation, watching as God spreads his artistic science all around, creating this beautiful planet that we all call home? I've always wanted to see that, and here I sit, harried from a tough year, no tangible solutions as to where I'm headed and how I'll pay my bills, and yet I feel like I'm watching God create life itself.
And all He wants me to do right now is show up and let Him do His thing.
Okay, God. I'm all in. Just show me which paint strokes I get to play with.
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